up against the wall ♥

.December 24, 2005 ' 02:29 Y

hey you guys. have you ever had the feeling of getting stabbed on the back a million times more? haven't had any? well. let me describe it to you. you trust this gurl. can be a sister, a cousin, a friend. and she's really close to you. very. you do almost everything together. youve been through alot of different times with her and so does she. but whenever you talk to her, she doesnt seem to be listening. but she expects you to listen to her talk if not she'll get very quiet and just cant be bothered to explain it to you again. and when you talk to her, she tends to quickly change the subject. you realize that this is her. this is the way she treats people. or should i say you. but youre ok with it. cuz youre close to her. you UNDERSTAND HER. and tolerates with her shits. she's those kind of i-can-get-what-i-want kinda gurl and only goes for expensive things.. and youre totally different from her. you have this really HUGE problem with her but she doesnt know shit about it. she thinks she can get hold of what the people do around her and thinks she's all great. and she just loves toying with people's feelings. and all of a sudden. you got to know that she has a big, huge problem with you just because of a statement you made and because you trust her thats why you tell her even the deepest secret. but you actually get to know that your lil' secret keeping person just have you getting on her nerves as much as she does on yours? so now. you know about she having a problem with you but you just pretend and act DUMB as if you dont know anything.. you dont know shit. nope. not a thing. nuh uh. you still love her though. just seeing how long is she gonna keep it from you. we'll see how long she can tahan ME.

well look at it this way gurl. you have a problem with EVERYONE dont you? if you want to do those things so much den do it. why are you clinging on to me? i've done my part. i've said enough to you. both advices and consequences. but you still have a problem with me dont you. well.. come here and tell me at my face. youre making it a lil obvious now dont you think? might as well just come here and tell me.

ok. so. enough of gurl talking thingy. anyway. where was i? ouh. tuesday. ahh~ den wednesday. went swimming with puny. gosh! i'm getting so dark already!!! haha. after swimming we went to tampines to get our santa hats! (: really cute thingies. haha. bumped to amanda, beatrice and karen at LJS. ): they remind me so much of roxane, gloria and i. how i miss going out. just the three of us. ): i want us to go out again. THE THREE OF US!!! PRETTY PLEASE!!! we fast forward abit luh ok. had training on thursday. really fun. senior wati got really mad with us. SORRY SENIOR!!! but we were ok after that. i think? after training, had lunch at econ with glory(: ,kim, s.jolene, farizah and amanda. and it started to pour!! it suddenly rained so heavily!! ): what a day to cheer me up. heh. so. after lunch. we crapped and gossip-ed for awhile while waiting for the rain to stop. heh. it was kinda fun. SENIOR JOLENE IS JUST HILARIOUS! SHE'S A NATURAL COMEDIAN! she can make me laugh not stop one sia! omg.. she's nuts. haha. my seniors are just wacky. haha. lovelove! (: so after that. went to gloria's and watched 'premonition' its the most stupid-est ghost movie i've ever watched. well.. no."infections was worse"- (quoted from glory)*winks* haha. yap. agree with her. sigh. den friday comes. which is like today! no. ytd! haha! so, met puny after her trg which is around 5 plus to 6? i was DYING of BOREDOOM!!after i met her we WENT TO SHOP FOR CHRITSMAS GIFTS!!! haha. i got erm..
1)puny's, puny's mummy, angel's
2)gloria's
3)roxane's
4)marcus's
5)dwayne's
6)nic's
7)senior's
GIFTS.
it was fun. haha. i had a hard time thinking how to get puny's gift without her knowing what. haha. but i managed. haha. went whootsadaisy at first. but got fine after that. thanks to my angels. you know who you are. (: hahaha. well. CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! cant wait. cant wait. cant wait! hahaha.

gloria dearie, wake up early! i might drop over your house early in the morning to pass you your gift!! (:

`where do you run to so far away?
i want you to know that I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU SO.

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